something has been bothering me lately. i realised perhaps the person you think you understand the most, can turn out to be someone unknown/unfamiliar to you. what does bestfriend indicate? someone who understands you? someone who puts your feet back on the ground when you fall? someone who mends your heart when its broken? haha. i dont know anymore. i have doubts answering those questions. i am extremely disappointed by what she has done. i know no one is perfect. but, why? why choose a guy over me? is it that hard to live without a guy? or is it just that im nothing compared to him/them? my fragile heart is broken now, who can mend it for me?
p.s. i love my BESTFRIENDS very much. (you know who you are.)
why am i starting to blog again.
4 years ago
