16 going 17. :D

Oozing Oozing.;) (got that from a book, its a really good book!). heh. i went for undang last sunday with ida, nis, min yong and louisa ; or otherwise known as elle . we reach at about eight ? then, went home at about two. there's only one word for the day. BORING . nis and i slept in the seminar. hah! honestly, the were apparently talking about road safety. like we should take safety precautions on the road. and whatever not. sigh. i kinda regret going for it. but, like my dear ida said. we would have to go through it no matter what. so, yeah. wtv. i just wanna drive! sigh sigh. the test is on thursday. and im not ready yet. i haven got the time to open the bloody book. haiy.
anyway, i have like three tuitions today. first, accounts (the last time i had it was, uhm. last month? :/) then, bm. then add math. right, i know im hardworking. haha. nah, its just i dont know how suddenly all my tuitions are crammed into a day. hard day for me. :)
well, something is bothering me today. and im really disappointed. i dont know what to say. disappointed and pissed are the best way to describe my feelings right now. fuck it. no, fuck ***

heloooss. i didnt blog for a few days. i couldnt. my computer got some virus shit. im think im gonna get a new one. well, something outrageous happened yesterday. i went to kl in the morning. then, around five something i went to klgcc. for bowling then gym. i brought my nike bag. then, around seven something. my mom came to pick me up. after that, my mom sent my brothers to kumon in dataran sunway. kumon is a centre which mathematics are being taught (incase you didnt know). here comes the interesting part. me, being the fuckingly retarded + dumb + stupid ass left my bag on the seat and left the car for dinner. i repeat, LEFT MY FUCKING BAG ON THE SEAT AND FUCKING LEFT THE CAR!! FOR WHAT? DINNER!!! FUUUUCCCCKKK IT! and, when i came back, the bag got stolen, and guess what's in my bag. my ipod. yes, MY IPOD!!!!!! ARGH. I AM SO FUCKINGLY PISSED OFF AT MYSELF FOR BEING FUCKINGLY RETARDED AND STUPID! GOSHHHH!!!!!!!! argh. i love my ipod. and. i love that bag. so muucch. gawd! im having a heartache now. sobss.

what it feels like to be in love?

hello bello to all! i was relieved the moment p&a nite ended! we worked so hard for it to run smoothly on that day ( 10th november 2006 ). our hard work is definitely worth it. the props were completely done on that day. none of the props had problem! im really glad and relieved. phew! NOW holidays for me are finally beginning.
yesterday, joee asked me to go ou for "step up" i really wanna watch that movie. but,i was really tired in the morning on sat. because i stood for the whole night on friday. i think for about four hours? heh. i was the usher for that night. so, i slept until about two? then my sister woke me up and told me to shower for the trip to ou. after i showered, i texted joee to see whether they were still in ou. unfortunately, joee was already on her way back. :( when i reach ou, i had to sit and wait in the car for half and hour. cause my mom couldnt find a parking spot. sigh. after that, i called xen to ask whether they were still in ou. i wanted to meet them. however, i didnt get to meet them at last. i accompanied my sister to topman to get a present for her "friend". then, i went ms selfridge, bought two blouse. i love it! hah! then, i went levis to check out their jeans. im desperate to wear skinny jeans. but, sigh. i dont have what it takes. wtv.
ah, i did my nails on friday. i didnt do extensions. joee darling did! her nails are gorgeous! heh. well, aight. thats all for today. buhbye! muackkkkss!

:)

how should i tell him im in love?

heyss. today is just like any other ordinary day. i went to school in the morning. at around 8 plus. when i reach school, i went straight to the art room. cut some undone fruits. then carried the props down to the hall. the play is going really well. especially the part where aladdin and jasmine ride on the carpet singing 'a whole new world'. awhh, really really sweet. romantismm! ;) after that, i went back home. then bla bla bla bla. and im blogging now. uhmm. thats all for now! ta ta! muacks. <3














gosh, irresistable.

night to all.

take another chance on love.

heyss. its a saturday! saturday = no school! buahahaha. i mean its not like there's teaching in school. but, i have to go to school until the 10th of nov because of p&a nite. and, going to school is not a problem. honestly, it isnt. but the thing is the "person" i got to face. seriously, its really hard. sigh. anyways. 10th of nov is next week. so i will have to bare with the "person" for a few more days. after that ~ FREEDOM!! muahahahhaha. owh, im gonna do my nails on thurs! another hoorayy! joee asked to do extension. but, its rather expensive. i think its about 150. i can buy a skirt, shirt or whatever with that amount. if i spent it on my fingers, wouldnt it be a little too much? sigh. i dont know what to do know. extensions or just normal medicure? well, i dont know yet. we'll see. lovyeess. :)


- xinn - <3

i'd like to learn to love again.

im having a fever! :( i vomitted yesterday. sigh. didnt go to school today. but have to go tmr. p & a nite is on next friday. the props are not completely done yet. well, hope ill feel better tmr. im still not feeling goood now. haiy. its late. i better get some rest.
owh, before i go. here's a poem from jun. i find it brilliant and sweet. ;)
(teapot refers to xin bin) :D

Your a little teapot
Short and sprout
Come here and pour everything out

When your feeling hot and round
Come to jun to cool your mouth

And when your lonely without a cup
Jun is here to cheer you up

But dont forget the price you pay
Jun is pricy, its best you dont stay

So when your done with life
Do just jump down the table
And crack and roll like dice
Cause when your broken and down
Jun is here, to mend you when found

really sweet of him. heh. gd night. ;)